blackandwhitesong

Hi everyone. As the title suggests, it has been ages since I have been on here. It's almost like I forgot about it, so much has happened this year. The biggest news is that I got married recently. I've never been so happy as I am now. So some great stuff has happened, which also means you must take the bad with it.... My best friend had been lying to me for over a year and the last time I saw her was on my wedding day when she was my only bridesmaid. She's left, and it still hurts like crazy.. Also, I was bullied pretty badly at work which resulted in my having to quit my job. Now at my new current job, my boss is on drugs and its hard to

I can't wait to get back into what I used to really love doing. I'm watching other people's deviations and loving what I see. It's keeping me alert and keeping my heart in it. So thank you for that. Very soon I'll renew my subscription and contribute back to this amazing community. Hopefully some of you havent given up on me or lost interest.. It'll probably be another few months until I am able to start up again, as I have a few other things going on at the moment, but I can't wait to show you how the world looks through my eyes... Thanks to Ash and Steve for encouraging me...

I'm not sure how I usually start rants. I guess just go into it: This is just about life in general - the good, the bad, the gut renching madness of it all, and why we should put ourselves through it. How much we take the good things for granted. Yes, a few things in life are going downhill, and it's times like these where you appreciate the hell out of the great things you have- even if it's just a few small things. Sometimes we are too low on ourselves to see them. But I've seen them, and felt them. When you are so low, but keep yourself open (which I admit, is hard, because at these times I just want to cry for hours at the bottom of the